I think I'm finally okay.
I'm sorry - for not being enough.
And no, I'm not soliciting for pity it's just that now, I accept that.
And it's okay - I think I have finally forgiven myself for it.
And it's not your fault for wanting more - we all want more.
I wanted more.
And I'm done playing the victim card so I'm sorry for being resentful - I've been hating you too long.
I just felt I needed to do that for a time. You see, it was the only way I could hold on to you.
But it feels too heavy now and I would rather hold memories of love.
I would like to remember you as a good memory - and you are.
And thank you - I would not have known love the way I do if it weren't for you.
I really hope that you're happy and that it was all worth it.
Think of me and when you do, I hope you smile.