I have not been into s*x for the last months.
I have not had the appetite for it.
No - its not M.
Its just that I'm tired too often and not even M's overflowing s*x appeal would get me in the mood.
Magbabawas ako a. M said after I turned him down.
Ha? Me acting innocent.
'Di ko kaya eh. kailangan kong ilabas. M said.
I kissed M's ears.
Gusto ko makita ka ng mabuti habang nagpapalabas. I whispered.
I could see M smile.
M went on top of me, raised his left hand and grabbed his hair and went on to wrap his right hand on his p*nis.
He gyrated and moved on top of me never breaking eye contact until he came - and came again.
That would have put me in the mood.
But it didn't - what is wrong with me?