When I told you I don't like getting flowers - I do, kahit perinwinkle, papatusin ko.
When I told you chocolates are for kids - chocnut, I would die for chocnut!
When I told you I don't like movie dates - I sneak to cinemas on weekdays when we're not together.
When I tell you I got the bill for us - I would anticipate for you to share it.
When I told you I never liked Valentines - I was hoping for you to surprise me with a rose or a Toblerone or anything!
When I told you I was a home buddy so let's just stay home during the weekends - I am really aching for an adventure out-of-town.
When I said I don't celebrate monthsaries or anniversaries - I really don't but I would love to start celebrating.
When I told you I don't expect anything of you and what's important is that you're there for me - I do! I do expect a lot!
I want you to break my rules - show me that I deserve to get the cheesy stuff and conform to the norms of a hetero- relationship even if we're not.
I want you to engage my friends in conversations on capitalism, class intersectionality and Wicked!
I want to feel like I'm not the only one initiating things (save for the s*x that you can't get enough of).
I lied to you when I said I want it simple - I don't.
I want the whirlwind crazy addicting kind of love.
I want more and you don't know how bad that makes me feel - that I'm not contented when I should.
I feel like a villain - never satisfied with just "good." I blame my education for it.
You, by far, has been so good to me but I am hoping it would get better.
Please make it better.
Because now, I think I might have lied too when I said I love you...