This and this and even this are not ME.
I'm turning into someone I don't like and I guess that just draws the line for me.
I've told a good friend I have to choose by the end of the year what's really best for me, but why wait?
Sure there's hope for things to be better or at least for things to go back to the way they used to be but prolonging the choice won't make it any more right or wrong.
A decision needs to be made now and I'm choosing me.
My relationship with HE should make us both better persons but with the way things are, looks like its not turning out that way for me.
I don't want a culture of distrust.
I don't want to be the confrontational b*tch.
And I don't want to fight for lost battles anymore.
Sure I might be acting from impulse and sure I will have regrets but I can deal with HE or J and whatever they become but me, it would be hard for me to deal with a Self that I don't like.
So here goes.