the question is... why are you feeling pain again?
because HE has never really changed...
No, not HE but ME. Dahil hinahayaan ni ME na saktan sya ni HE ng paulit ulit. Kung ayaw ni ME ng nasasaktan, ME should change. Hindi mo pwedeng sabihin sa haring araw na babaan ang degree ng init nya dahil ayaw mong pinagpapawisan at naiinitan. Either titiisin mo nalang araw-araw or magiisip ka ng paraan para makaiwas sa init at pawis. Ang choice ay palaging nakay ME at wala kay HE o kahit kay SHE, IT, THEM, THEY, etc. Good thing though.. sabi nga ni ME, never again. May pinili na sya.
Eto na, bumili na ako ng payong kontra init/ulan...It still feels like its taking forever for me to move forward pero i know din that this is a process and i need to go through it - no matter how long.But i am determined as ever that i will push through with this if it kills me...
what about Farmer Boy? what happened to him?
Farmer Boy has been my rock these past few days... :)
^^ And this makes me happy!
:) - me too.
There are many ways to move on but in spite of our efforts, we sometimes fall back with a nostalgic feeling of happiness. But reality comes in and we are again hurt. We have our inner defenses, Kaloy. You can still find happiness... Just believe in yourself that you can do it...Ric
I will Ric - thank you.Ang hirap pa din pala - akala ko this time mas hindi na masakit - mas mabilis magheal...Pero i believe that all this would eventually lead me to where i'm supposed to be.
oh my gulay HE again... di ka pa ba pagod kaloy? :-(
Pagod na - yung crawling level... HeheheTime to rest.:)
cue Kelly Clarkson!
cue confetti!cue balloons!cue fireworks!Pero di nga, salamat citybuoy... :)