Farmer Boy was doing my laundry and with so much gusto I might add. I felt like my clothes are being ripped to pieces with how hard he squeezes them. It was sexy so I took a photo.
O, nagising kita. Matulog ka lang muna. M said when saw me finally.
Ano yang ginagawa mo? ME
Adik ka. Ibig kong sabihin - bakit mo nilalabahan yan. Ako dapat gumagawa niyan. ME
M just smiled.
Huling banlaw na 'to. Timpla ka na lang ng kape natin sakto pagkatapos nito. M said.
I just stood at the bathroom door.
O, huwag mong sabihin nahihiya ka pa. Nak*ntot na kita at lahat mahihiya ka pa sakin. M joked.
E, nakakahiya naman kasi talaga. Gamit ko yan, dapat ako gumagawa niyan. ME
Konti lang naman. Sige na, pagbigyan mo na ako dito. M
I pouted then went to make coffee.
Hindi mo kailangan gawin yun. ME said.
We were on the sofa already, M was done with the laundry and I was done hanging them.
Alam ko. M
E bakit mo pa din ginawa? ME
M just smiled again.
I didn't push it as he was already enjoying watching Erik Santos singing on ASAP plus he'll just answer with a smile again.
Tapos na-isip ko, pinaparamdam ko kasi na may pagkukulang siya. Hindi naman maiisip ni M yun kung hindi ko pinaparamdam sa kanya. Masama din talaga ako.
I should not make anybody feel insufficient because I know how it feels. I'm lucky that someone would do my laundry for me - M's not the first to do it for ME - but the initiative is very much appreciated.
I was looking at the TV and said to M: Alam mo, hndi mo kailangan bumawi sa akin. Huwag na huwag mong iisipin na kailangan mong maglaba o maglinis o ma-utusan. Kung may dapat gawin - gagawin nating pareho, sabay at magkatulong.
M did not reply.
I looked at M and...
He was asleep.
Here's to feeling that you are enough and making him feel that he is enough as well.