Sunday, June 2, 2013

Bawi-bawi Lang...

I woke up to the sound of water squishing and an open faucet last Sunday. I went straight to the bathroom and found this:


Farmer Boy was doing my laundry and with so much gusto I might add. I felt like my clothes are being ripped to pieces with how hard he squeezes them. It was sexy so I took a photo.

O, nagising kita. Matulog ka lang muna. M said when saw me finally.

Ano yang ginagawa mo? ME

Nagluluto. M

Adik ka. Ibig kong sabihin - bakit mo nilalabahan yan. Ako dapat gumagawa niyan. ME

M just smiled.

Tama na yan, ako na yan mamaya. ME

Huling banlaw na 'to. Timpla ka na lang ng kape natin sakto pagkatapos nito. M said.

I just stood at the bathroom door.

O, huwag mong sabihin nahihiya ka pa. Nak*ntot na kita at lahat mahihiya ka pa sakin. M joked.

E, nakakahiya naman kasi talaga. Gamit ko yan, dapat ako gumagawa niyan. ME

Konti lang naman. Sige na, pagbigyan mo na ako dito. M

I pouted then went to make coffee.

-o0o-

Hindi mo kailangan gawin yun. ME said. 

We were on the sofa already, M was done with the laundry and I was done hanging them.

Alam ko. M

E bakit mo pa din ginawa? ME

M just smiled again.

I didn't push it as he was already enjoying watching Erik Santos singing on ASAP plus he'll just answer with a smile again.

Ganito siguro siya bumawi - sa mga pagkukulang niya sa ibang bagay. I thought

Tapos na-isip ko, pinaparamdam ko kasi na may pagkukulang siya. Hindi naman maiisip ni M yun kung hindi ko pinaparamdam sa kanya. Masama din talaga ako.

I should not make anybody feel insufficient because I know how it feels. I'm lucky that someone would do my laundry for me - M's not the first to do it for ME - but the initiative is very much appreciated.

I was looking at the TV and said to M: Alam mo, hndi mo kailangan bumawi sa akin. Huwag na huwag mong iisipin na kailangan mong maglaba o maglinis o ma-utusan. Kung may dapat gawin - gagawin nating pareho, sabay at magkatulong. 

M did not reply.

I looked at M and...


He was asleep.

LOL!

Oh well.

Here's to feeling that you are enough and making him feel that he is enough as well.

14 comments:

  1. Nagpapakarational ka kasi ulit. Yan tuloy inantok. Hahaha
    -oski

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    1. blame the rational bit on elbi - hahaha - malakas maka-brainwash... oi - madami kang utang na kwento... :)

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  2. aww. napagod si M. :) mali sigurong iisping bawi bawi lang. malay mo, ginawa niya yung out of love. (ayun oh!)

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    1. hahaha - ayun nga! salamat sir!

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  3. stop overthinking and just enjoy the relationship. :)

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    1. eto na eto na - i-eenjoy na po... hehe. salamat gillboard!

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  4. hindi mo ba namamalayan?
    wala ka bang nararamdaman?
    ika ng hangin na
    humahalik sa atin:

    panahon na naman
    ng pag-ibig.

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    1. while i still have a lot of doubts and my walls are as thick as ever, i'm taking a little leap of faith with this one JM...

      :)

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  5. AAAHHH!! XD ANG PUSO KOOOHH!! haha :D

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    1. hahahaha - :) - i hope "XD" is a good thing...

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  6. This in context of your latest post makes me so sad. :(

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  7. I remember reading this back on Feedly (at the office) and it makes me sad as well. Hi Citibuoy! Yes, it happened to me once where I said that you should not make bawi (ang konyo) because you are not oblige to. Pero I don't know how will you say that to someone who is not really as "okay" in some aspects as you.

    But definitely, this are the simple things that makes relationship works. Hopefully.

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