No HE or SHE this time to discuss my musings with - it's entirely a conversation with ME.
I feel too old already for the drama that should accompany a relationship - I've grown tired of it all.
So just like when I decided to give love a chance with M, so I am deciding to suck it up and stay with M.
We all slip once in while and I am not dismissing the idea that there will be no future slips - things happen, that's just how certain things are. I have come to accept this as a universal constant.
But eventually, we decide on how to act on these "things."
I cannot find anyone like M and no, I'm not shortchanging myself.
If for anything, its M that's shortchanged by my insufficiency.
So like most things should be - this is ME making an adult decision to stay. To forgive.
I remember my Mama saying: And our hearts - they may break a thousand times but they mend a thousand times too if that's what it takes.
Here's most things...