Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Like Most Things Should Be...

No HE or SHE this time to discuss my musings with - it's entirely a conversation with ME.

I feel too old already for the drama that should accompany a relationship - I've grown tired of it all.

So just like when I decided to give love a chance with M, so I am deciding to suck it up and stay with M.

We all slip once in while and I am not dismissing the idea that there will be no future slips - things happen, that's just how certain things are. I have come to accept this as a universal constant.

But eventually, we decide on how to act on these "things."

I cannot find anyone like M and no, I'm not shortchanging myself.

If for anything, its M that's shortchanged by my insufficiency.

So like most things should be - this is ME making an adult decision to stay. To forgive.

I remember my Mama saying: And our hearts - they may break a thousand times but they mend a thousand times too if that's what it takes.

Here's most things...

5 comments:

  1. Hello, K. Please keep writing. Your posts are as poignant as they are insightful, as bittersweet as they are heartwrenching(in a good way).

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  2. i just love your blog so much and i just hope you'd post more..


    every now and then I check your blog for updates and get sad if there's none... there's just something about you story that's very empowering..

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    1. It was the least intention of the blog to empower - but i'm glad and happy that (in some way) it does. Thank you.

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