Sunday, December 25, 2011

Surviving Christmas...

I did.

HE and ME were mostly apart during Holidays (except for that Valentines Day together) so I made it through Christmas - alive and intact.

Look Ma - no tears. I amused myself in the mirror.

-o0o-

SHE called in the morning. I spoke with the twins.

Adorable still.

They said "Merry Christmas Tito!" in unison with SHE counting on the background.

SHE came by too to drop some (much-needed) mojos from Shakey's - that made my day.

I'm not your charity case you know. ME

Loca. This is not charity. SHE

Eh ano? Damage control for HE? ME

Ayaw mo? SHE

Gusto. Gusto. Shu-shut up na. ME

Hey - this is what friends do. HE or no HE. SHE

Thanks friend. ME

SHE smiled.

-o0o-

And i'm moving out of the apartment this January.

ME needs a new start.

I can't battle with every memory in every corner everyday - that would drive me insane.

Don't have any idea where yet - but ME's definite on moving.

-o0o-

And speaking of moving - I forgot already how to date.

I'm old and nearly washed-up and I don't have the energy for a cat-and-mouse chase again.

Sigh.

-o0o-

And HE called too.

ME answered his call.

You okay? HE

I don't think you have the right to ask that yet. ME obviously and overtly bitter.

I'm sorry. HE

Aren't we all? ME sounding a little like Elizabeth Taylor - diamonds and all.

Sige, I'll just call when things are more okay. I just wanted to say happy holidays. HE

Ok. ME as I ended the call.

ME don't know what to make of that call but its going to be a new year and ME needs to move...

-o0o-

Here's to brighter days ahead.




8 comments:

  1. you have a very unique way of blogging.

    interesting. very nice. ; )

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  2. You okay? HE

    Bewildering.

    What if you throw it back?

    Sweet.

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  3. Sending out my hugs to one of my fave bloggers. (hugs!) You'll be ok K! Cheers for a better 2012!

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  4. 2012 will be much better.

    sa dating pa lang. parang pagbabike lang yan. :)

    Happy Holidays Kaloy!!!

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  5. you have no right to aske me how i feel...now that we're living separate lives

    amf.

    napakanta tuloy ako! :P

    *akap mahigpit*

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  6. k Erwin "ERS": thank you. welcome to my attempts at life. :)

    k Guyrony: yeah - that'd have been sweet. :)

    k Kryptonite User: hug right back at you. blush.

    k engel: i don't know how to ride a bike. hehe. cheers!

    k Eternal Wanderer... : ikaw talaga, mahilig sa kantahan. :)

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  7. been a silent reader of your blog since last year. i know how it feels, and sticking to your decision and moving on is really gonna be tough.

    kaya mo yan. and cheers to a brighter days.

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  8. k my-so-called-Quest: i feel like in the early stages of rehabilitation - withdrawal... getting to full recovery soon. thank you for the comment doc. :)

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